I don't know if you're mentally ill or on some really hard drugs or what--and I don't care. I can understand why anyone would be an atheist if you were the only Christian they ever met.
You've killed cats, you've called people who once were your friends: *******s, *****s, old bats, dirty in need or a bath and/or a douche, consorted with people who are scam artists, and in general denigrated anyone who seems to have a life. Yes, you've made some friends with money, but how did they get it? I think I can speak for Joy, lmm, Maxine, and others when I say we'd rather eat bread and drink water than commit the crimes your "gracious friend" has.
No sane person needs your friendship to make their life complete, much less Joy, lmm, or me. My friend Vick says people always show their true colors by their friendships. At this count, you've libeled (and I infer hurt) Joy beyond words at least three times--that I know of.
Please go away...and don't come back.
Now, if there should be any out there who have a larger vocabulary of certain words that they can identify rram with, please do so.