Rram, you keep projecting yourself onto others. You like to pretend you are something you are not, but most of us are exactly who we say we are. I have never claimed to be what you say. I am just a sinner saved by grace. I know my shortcomings and do not try to hide them. Other people are kind to me and respect me because I am kind to them and respect them. That's how it works.
It's hard to take your actions personally because you treat everyone with the same callous disregard. That's why nobody believes you, because you've treated them that way as well.
Just so you know, I never had a problem with TNT. I liked her because she is who she says she is regardless of other people's opinions. I asked to be removed as Admin based on your actions. You excluding DixieChik, who got along with everyone including TNT, while INcluding two of the biggest trouble makers at TD Forums at the time. I did not want to be associated with that. I wasn't angry and explained to the forum why I asked to be removed. Then you had a cussing fit and threw most of us off your forum simply for thinking this was an unfair move on your part. You seem to have trouble remembering any instance where you are at fault, don't you? Nah, you remember. 
You got yourself banned at my forum by your own actions...we tried to avoid banning you, warned you, left & came back later in the hope you'd remove posts that broke the rules, but you again chose poorly and gave me no choice but to do exactly as the rules state. You keep directing your anger over that at me when it is yourself with whom you should be angry.
Your lies are silly. I know who I am, God knows who I am and we are fine as frog hair over here. I do take great comfort in knowing that God knows who you are as well and nothing escapes his sight. He's got my back and that is more than enough for me. 