Kinda like "lost in translation"... I hear you. I hate labels and don't really know what I am. I grew up in a interdenominational church. Went ever Sunday and Wednesday till I was 17. Mostly cause my parents made me. I have many doubts too. I DO think there is something out there "bigger" than us I just have my doubts that it was the god that everyone worships and praises that we were taught about in church. Religion hasn't helped my views any either. Religion is a BIG turn off for me.