1, 3, 4, 6, 7, 18, & 19 is only a few of the reasons I walked away from Christianity. The lying, cheating, pretending, & many other things going on within the church wasn't for me. I wanted honestly, realness, & compassion for others.
If Heaven really does exist, then I figure I have more of a chance of going there than those playing church.
In one post you say you are a Christian in another you say you are not a Christian. You are one confused individual.